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Thursday, December 30, 2004
I got on the computer about 30 min ago to post, but forgot to. I started browsing other web sites. After I got off I remembered why I got on in the 1st place. So I'm laying in bed posting this from my PowerBook :-D. I'm not feeling so great. I think its allergies, but I don't want to get a shot. My mom's given me some steroid nose spray or something. We'll see how that goes. For the purpose of this blog I'm going to refrain from mentioning anyone's names. I think that would be best as some people would probably prefer not being talked about. Tonight I heard something I needed to hear and that was good. Someone else told me tonight "I wish I could spend a day in your head. Just to see how smart you are." I thought that was nice, but I told them they would be disappointed b/c I'm not all that smart. Also, I have a feeling thats not the reason they wanted to anyway. Tonight I told myself "you just gotta let it go" several times when I realized that I tell myself that often. Then I wondered if thats normal. Then I thought maybe thats why other people get mad about stuff and get bitter or w/e. Then thought maybe I shouldn't even have to tell myself to let it go. I think thats where I want to be where nothing can bother me. But ... I think that as long as I care about things I'm going to have a hard time getting there. I have to be at work to open up at 6.00am tomorrow. I hope I make it.
posted by MATTHEW JOHN BELL @ 12/30/2004 01:34:00 AM,
